wish-craft

i wish i had answers,
to all the questions in my head..

i wish i had a remover,
to wipe away the stains of my past..

i wish i had a telescope,
to look far into my future..

i wish i had the dog sense,
to smell wen the wrong people came along..

i wish i cud hear the silence,
b4 the storm blows me off..

i wish i had the lenses ,
to read ur heart n mind..

i wish i had the pill,
to cure the pains in my ass..

Rang barse...

Capri Castle

bheege hai tann,
barse jab rang..
tare mora mann,
for ek gilaas bhaang!

wishin u all a holi as colourful as govinda's clothes!

Capri Castle

Capri Castle
the ass keys errr i mean the a ns keys on my comp r broken...so if anythn dwn here doesnt make sense...u knw y!!

last week will always b remembered...or was it the week b4...wel wateva...ive experienced the weird hollwness-the numb feeling within resulting from the most unexpectd or undreamt[?] meteor droppn in2 ur life.....thngs dnt make me happy or sad...they either irritate me or dont...gues this is my practs xam in the chapter "n u thot they were ur friends..aha!"..part of my training course in "welcome 2 the shitty world".....

speaking of unpredictability....my patients conspired n plottd against innocent-me......they all turned up late for their appointments by nt few mins bt an hr and a half........ughhhh.........wel i dnt give a dime abt u ppl anymore ...i ll b doin my work in my pace in my style n DONT dare mess wth tat.......my work is pushn me 2 the edge..."may b six feet aint so far down"........

phew!

i hope the stress n strain dont burn me out ....tat is of course if the prematurely set -in summer heat doesnt do tat....man its only mid-march n it feels like m livin on mercury[the planet ...obviously!]