Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Capri Castle

Capri Castle

Death...m nt scared of it...maybe cos i havent seen it close enuf...bt i hav seen wat it can do to the ppl around u...death may come as swiftly as the falling star...gone within the blink of an eye...n at times drags u down the path ...like the moths,slowly eating away the soul,the hope n the faith.....v live in fear of death,cos of r ignorance of the life atfer death....unaware of whethr a real heaven exists or not..........
one of my patients turned up late for her appointment...wen i asked her about the same..she nearly broke down....tat kinda scared me cos i wasnt in the least being rude 2 her...she kept talking...n told me she lost her husband n son 2 cancer...i realised it ws nt jus her family she lost bt her confidence,her energy n was too weak to take on any challenges life now presented her...she now dreaded stepping outta her house...i felt bad for not being able 2 do much but reassure her tat everythings going 2 b fine........
i lost a cousin of mine a coupla weeks back in a road accident....n the news of his death hit me like no1 else's did....he ws abt 25,realy smart looking n lived life king size....life seemed unfair,God seemed unfair.....i cant n dont even dare imagine wat his parents r going thru... was reminded rather warned not 2 take life for granted..n no matter how much time v spend with r loved ones it aint enuf....

Capri Castle

Capri Castle

Read a book,after a really long time..."message in a bottle"...gt me thinking...how long is the rite time 2 get over the one uve loved?is the time taken to move on directly related to how deep the feeling was?or is it jus tat u r too scared to walk dwn tat road again?the fear of being scarred again...my mom believes true love happens only once...bt i guess ppl fall in love over n over again,cos it feels so gud 2 b in love-2b loved n love sm1 jus as dearly...love tat trancends beyond the physical attraction,love which is so true..n rare.....