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Death...m nt scared of it...maybe cos i havent seen it close enuf...bt i hav seen wat it can do to the ppl around u...death may come as swiftly as the falling star...gone within the blink of an eye...n at times drags u down the path ...like the moths,slowly eating away the soul,the hope n the faith.....v live in fear of death,cos of r ignorance of the life atfer death....unaware of whethr a real heaven exists or not..........
one of my patients turned up late for her appointment...wen i asked her about the same..she nearly broke down....tat kinda scared me cos i wasnt in the least being rude 2 her...she kept talking...n told me she lost her husband n son 2 cancer...i realised it ws nt jus her family she lost bt her confidence,her energy n was too weak to take on any challenges life now presented her...she now dreaded stepping outta her house...i felt bad for not being able 2 do much but reassure her tat everythings going 2 b fine........
i lost a cousin of mine a coupla weeks back in a road accident....n the news of his death hit me like no1 else's did....he ws abt 25,realy smart looking n lived life king size....life seemed unfair,God seemed unfair.....i cant n dont even dare imagine wat his parents r going thru... was reminded rather warned not 2 take life for granted..n no matter how much time v spend with r loved ones it aint enuf....

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Read a book,after a really long time..."message in a bottle"...gt me thinking...how long is the rite time 2 get over the one uve loved?is the time taken to move on directly related to how deep the feeling was?or is it jus tat u r too scared to walk dwn tat road again?the fear of being scarred again...my mom believes true love happens only once...bt i guess ppl fall in love over n over again,cos it feels so gud 2 b in love-2b loved n love sm1 jus as dearly...love tat trancends beyond the physical attraction,love which is so true..n rare.....

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a good girl is good..i'm better:)

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sponge bob:"i hope ur wearing uanti-sea rhinoceres underpants!"lol..lol

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kama-n sense isn't as uncommon as common sense..

wish-craft

i wish i had answers,
to all the questions in my head..

i wish i had a remover,
to wipe away the stains of my past..

i wish i had a telescope,
to look far into my future..

i wish i had the dog sense,
to smell wen the wrong people came along..

i wish i cud hear the silence,
b4 the storm blows me off..

i wish i had the lenses ,
to read ur heart n mind..

i wish i had the pill,
to cure the pains in my ass..

Rang barse...

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bheege hai tann,
barse jab rang..
tare mora mann,
for ek gilaas bhaang!

wishin u all a holi as colourful as govinda's clothes!

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the ass keys errr i mean the a ns keys on my comp r broken...so if anythn dwn here doesnt make sense...u knw y!!

last week will always b remembered...or was it the week b4...wel wateva...ive experienced the weird hollwness-the numb feeling within resulting from the most unexpectd or undreamt[?] meteor droppn in2 ur life.....thngs dnt make me happy or sad...they either irritate me or dont...gues this is my practs xam in the chapter "n u thot they were ur friends..aha!"..part of my training course in "welcome 2 the shitty world".....

speaking of unpredictability....my patients conspired n plottd against innocent-me......they all turned up late for their appointments by nt few mins bt an hr and a half........ughhhh.........wel i dnt give a dime abt u ppl anymore ...i ll b doin my work in my pace in my style n DONT dare mess wth tat.......my work is pushn me 2 the edge..."may b six feet aint so far down"........

phew!

i hope the stress n strain dont burn me out ....tat is of course if the prematurely set -in summer heat doesnt do tat....man its only mid-march n it feels like m livin on mercury[the planet ...obviously!]

dyam yit!

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wantd 2 post smthn....n nw its slipped out of my mind....baaah....considern the fact tat i hardly hav smthn 2 write abt...wat rey like this happened?

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bn a month i last postd.........amazn how time flies by...scary at times....internals r pretty k...unles u hav 7 of em...in a row....with ur bros marriage.....n college day preparations happening .....parallelly....tats wen they bcum a pain...a grand pain........need a break...n the only way tat cms even remotely possible is eithr tat i fall sick,realy sick..or break my limb bones..or stumble upon on a magic lamp[4 my share of 3 wishes]....

"i want 2 break free"...queen my man i knw wat ur talkn abt...

celebrations.....

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Sankranthi subhakankshalu...

patang udane ka,dheel chodne ka,kaaaaaaaateeee bolke chillane ka,masti karne ka,pet phaad ke khaane ka...bole to.. samajh gaya na?:-)

geo gyaan

perennial sources of water:

1.the rivers of northern india
2.the tear glands of the female protagonists in the telugu n hindi soaps

wishing all my fellow goats n goatees a bhery bhery "baaa"py budday! from the heart of my bottom....eat ur way 2 the top!!

plisss...

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my dear fellow human beings.....buildings n vehicles DONT have backsides....we do..

yappy yappy new yeaar!!

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the new year is here....bringing in new hopes....packed with its own share of twists n surprises....it hasnt sunk in2 me yet tat its a "new" year...the "tsunami" has bn like a nagging cold.....doesnt realy affect u bt kinda keeps bothern u al the while.....the year 2004 was atypical...seemed like a long walk...walkn effortlesly on a smooth track...n at times felt like waddling thru muddy waters;makn sure i dnt slip...n wondr at the end of it hw i came out of it......made new friends-some who got etchd into my life.....did many new things...n frankly surprisd my ownself.....startd 2 blog...a feast 2 the sadist in me for finding a tool to psyche ppl wth my "creativity"......2004 startd wth a bang n ended wth one....dear 2004 m glad ur over,bt u shal always b rememberd......

love....

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u can choose who u want 2 love,
bt u cant choose who u fall in love with.........

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what do u cal a man with many step daughters?
staircase father.

home sweet home

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....there' no place better thn home....being home wth ur parents and family...(one of the few places m truly myself).....yea,its fun stayn back at my frends place-all the gurl talk,gossip,pyjama parties-typical gurl nite out......bt nuthn cn beat snugging in2 bed in my most comfy pyjamas(i nevr found any1 elses pyjamas as comfy:) )clinging on2 my teddy bear....coming home at the end of the day,howevr late or frm wherevr,makes it a ful circle....a circle marking the completion of the day......

"anand"....sweet movie....realised while watchn the movie tat v mis out on the simple things in life....life is simple...bt v tend 2 complicate it so much....given a chance,id luv 2 go bak 2 my childhood....n the best part abt being a kid is tat u derive a gr8 amount of happiness frm the most trivial things....buying the latest eraser used 2 make my day!.....visited my school a coupla days bak.....jus being there itself ws so overwhelming....lots of memories...none bitter....

never let the kid in u die.....